My pledge is to lay my personal testimony, precious though it is, on the table and test it against fair and godly standards. For your spiritual journey, I extend to you this challenge: to also put your testimony to the same test, and to let me help you do it as we walk together. Both of us must carefully examine our own beliefs and one another's beliefs, and we can do it together. This all is no less spiritual than seeking prayerfully after a testimony-experience. After all, one way that God guides us is by "the findings of truth through earnest seeking and research".1 This sort of seeking can be uncomfortable and unsettling, precisely because it is challenging. But this challenge is an important one, because in the words of President Dieter F. Uchtdorf, "as good as our previous experience may be, if we stop asking questions, stop thinking, stop pondering, we can thwart the revelations of the Spirit".2 I should hope that neither of us wishes to stifle the work of the Spirit - but that means we must relentlessly question, think, and ponder, leaving no stone unturned in our mutual quest for a better grasp of the truth, even if it means calling into question and rethinking some of the contents of my testimony or of your testimony.
On the other hand, President Uchtdorf's words could be read as advising people to simply dismiss their questions out of hand, to relegate them to a mental shelf, as has too often been advised before in LDS culture.5 I doubt that this is what President Uchtdorf intended to convey, especially because in the same talk, he rightly observes that the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints took its origin in "a young man who asked questions and sought answers".6 Taking Joseph Smith's own account at face value, if he as a young man had 'doubted his doubts' in this sense, could there have ever been a First Vision, or an encounter with Moroni, or an organization of the Church in the latter-days? Or, when their experience with the Book of Mormon or with early LDS missionary preaching made some nineteenth-century persons doubt the faith that they had grown up with, should they have 'doubted their doubts' and remained where they were, rather than following through on the questions raised with a willingness to be led into something new? Should modern investigators of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, at least those with some sort of prior religious background, thusly 'doubt their doubts' about their current beliefs, i.e., dismiss any doubts or questions that the missionaries' preaching might have raised for them? (Investigators then and now did not just indefinitely suspend all their questions about their prior faith on the assumption that "we just need a bit more patience".7) If they acted rightly in actively wrestling with their important questions, and if Joseph Smith likewise acted rightly in actively wrestling with his important questions, then surely there is no wrongdoing in a modern Latter-day Saint - or a modern Christian from any of the denominations of the church - likewise embracing reasonable questions and reasonable answers as a process by means of which to progress in knowledge, in truth, and even in holy love.
In this sense, I believe that we ought to follow the advice of President Hugh B. Brown: "Some say that the open-minded leave room for doubt. But I believe we should doubt some of the things we hear. Doubt has a place if it can stir in one an interest to go out and find the truth for one's self".8 Doubt, in this sense of that word, really does have legitimate purposes,9 precisely because "the acorn of honest inquiry has often sprouted and matured into a great oak of understanding".10 I believe, therefore, that questions are to be embraced as a means of progress; and the same is to be said for serious but friendly reasoned dialogue, even - perhaps especially - when it raises questions.
But ultimately, our goal should be to see us together come to an agreed knowledge of the truth. The truth is important, and we may be fully confident that "there is indeed such a thing as absolute truth - unassailable, unchangeable truth".
12 If a path is not the Lord's, then all the serenity, comfort, and moral improvement in the world is nothing but a subtle temptation, an exchange of the one best thing for a variety of merely good things. God offers the truth to be found, and that truth is a 'pearl of great price' worth the sale of all other things (cf.
Matthew 13:45-46). If the truth really is, as one LDS hymn puts it, "the fairest gem that the riches of the world can produce", then why should we not treat it as the hymn suggests, as "an aim for the noblest desire"?
13 God wishes all to "come unto the knowledge of the truth" (
1 Timothy 2:4). "Truth in itself leads to good; knowledge tends to virtue, holiness, purity, and everything that is Godlike, or Divine, because that is its origin, nature, and character", it has been beautifully said.
14 Therefore, to be "walking in truth" is a "commandment of the Father" (
2 John 1:4). No practical advantage in where we find ourselves now is worth disobeying God's commandment about walking in the truth - and if we discarded that commandment, how would we avoid coming under Elder Russell M. Nelson's condemnation of "the cafeteria approach to obedience" that is sure to "lead to misery"?
15 After all, in the words of President Joseph F. Smith, we must be "willing to receive all truth, from whatever source it may come", since "the truth must be at the foundation of religion, or it is in vain and it will fail of its purpose".
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The matter at hand, therefore, is not just about a pragmatic decision, or about a personal preference or subjective taste, or about what religious path 'works for you' or 'clicks for me'; it is about reality, about truth. Even if traditional Christianity happens to 'work for me' or 'click for me', even if it were especially 'comfortable' and 'practical' (and I can assure you that the real way of the Lord Jesus is certainly neither!), it would not be worth following unless it were
true, really true, an accurate portrayal of the truth about God and God's involvement in the world. The same is the case for the LDS faith: if it is not true, it is not worth living out. (I stress this because, to my great sadness, I have met some Latter-day Saints who, when asked whether, if the LDS Church were not true, they would want to know this fact, have said no; they have chosen, by their own decision, that they would rather believe in the LDS Church
even if it were false, and they would not wish to know otherwise. I have met other Latter-day Saints who have rejected the hearing of any other perspective (which they often call 'anti-Mormon'), no matter how fairly or gently or lovingly presented, and they are of the same maddening mindset as the first group.) But God has commanded that we should pursue
true things, not merely things that 'click', 'work', 'feel good', are 'comfortable', 'make us happy', are 'practical', or 'keep the peace'.
Truth matters, because it is about far more than a sterile set of disembodied ideas. The 'ideas' we are discussing here have real meat to them; they are not
only about 'orthodoxy' (correct belief), but they reveal a lot about the way we act in the world ('orthopraxy', correct practice) and about what is most pivotal: the condition of our hearts ('orthokardia', correct heart) as we are confronted by the loving reality of the one and only holy God. God commands us - and no command is greater - to love him with an integrated love, one that involves right understanding ('all our mind', orthodoxy and critical thought) and right practice ('all our strength', orthopraxy) and right disposition ('all our heart', orthokardia). My earnest desire is that we should grow in all three of these areas together. We cannot afford to leave any of these out as we walk by the Spirit of Truth toward the open heart of God that has come near to all the world in the glorified brokenness of Jesus Christ, who offers
real freedom from all bondage and who invites us
freely and
openly into "the riches of the glory of this mystery among the Gentiles, which is Christ in you, the hope of glory" (
Colossians 1:27). Consider, after all, these rightful words of President N. Eldon Tanner:
Freedom is based on truth, and no man is completely free as long as any part of his belief is based on error, for the chains of error bind his mind. This is why it is so important for us to learn all the truth we can from all the sources we can. We need particularly to search the scriptures, for in them are the words which, if accepted and lived, will lead us to eternal life. The scriptures give us evidence of the reality and personality of God and his Son, Jesus Christ. In order to believe in God it is necessary for us to understand his nature and attributes. Our faith in him must be based on true principles. Faith will avail us nothing if it is based on a false premise.17
For my part, I am resolved to obey God's commandment in this matter. Because Jesus is the Truth and because I have covenanted to follow Jesus, I wish by the grace of God to follow the truth
no matter where it leads, even if it is uncomfortable or demanding, even if it doesn't feel good, even if it were to cost me greatly, even if it leads me into something that seems to not 'fit' me or 'click' with me or 'work' for me. What we believe matters. In fact, it matters greatly. It isn't for no reason that LDS apostle Bruce R. McConkie once wrote, "We will be judged by what we believe among other things. If we believe false doctrine, we will be condemned. If that belief is on basic and fundamental things, it will lead us astray and we will lose our souls".
18 But "what shall it profit a man, if he shall gain the whole world, and lose his own soul" (
Mark 8:36)? After all, "whosoever transgresseth, and abideth not in the doctrine of Christ, hath not God" (
2 John 1:9). I
know, then, that the truth is worth following, because I
know that Jesus Christ is both the Way and the Truth, just as he is the Life (
John 14:6) - and so it is in living the truth along the way that we walk full of eternal life. I am sure that you love Jesus Christ and also want to follow him, and so I am sure that you will want to follow God's commandment to relentlessly pursue the truth that he offers. And that means paying serious attention to what we believe - for have not generations of Latter-day Saints sung that "truth is reason"?
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It is precisely in that spirit that I want to challenge and invite you to join me in a continuing dialogue of sharing, reasoning, listening, and examining - a dialogue aimed, not at a perpetual superficial conversation, but at real understanding and at coming to agreement in the truth. As a wise man once said, "The aim of argument is differing in order to agree; the failure of argument is when you agree to disagree".
20 There is, after all, a sacred duty, as Joseph F. Smith said, to "persuade each other to receive the truth, by teaching it"
21 - that is, teaching it persuasively by making a reasonable case for it being the truth. I yearn to partake in this sacred duty with you, because I firmly believe that it is an act of worship to the Heavenly Father whom I love and serve - and is it not written in your eleventh Article of Faith: "We claim the dictate of worshiping Almighty God according to the dictates of our own conscience, and allow all men the same privilege, let them worship how, where, or what they may"? I urge you then to grant me this privilege of worshiping Almighty God in accordance with my conscience, which dictates that I reason with you from the scriptures concerning what truths I have found.
Whether you were raised LDS or non-LDS, I would challenge you to consider what I say with a truly open mind and heart, looking at it with fresh eyes and hearing it with fresh ears. Neither of us should insulate ourselves from the possibility of changing our minds and converting, should the
truth require it. As President Hugh B. Brown taught, "The greatest enemy of truth is man's tenacity in clinging to unjustified beliefs. You must always be ready to reinterpret your concepts when they fail to pass the test of newfound facts".
22 I concur readily with President Brown. If the facts and arguments uncovered in our discussions together show that my concepts fail to pass the test, so much the worse for my prior concepts, even if I had mistakenly thought them to be confirmed by the inner witness of the Holy Spirit; I must change them anyway. If those facts and arguments show that your concepts fail to pass the test, I of course hope that you will put the truth ahead of your previous beliefs, no matter how dear they were to you before the light of reasoned investigation showed a better way.
It was once written in an LDS periodical: "If the Mormon Elders, so-called, show that a belief is not in accordance with reason and Scripture, had it not ought to be pleasure to forsake the old for the new? Verily yes; unless you are of those who love darkness rather than light".
23 I agree with this: if a Latter-day Saint showed me that my beliefs were neither reasonable nor scriptural, it should be a pleasure for me to forsake those beliefs; and if I did not do this, then it would be a sign that I loved darkness rather than the light. But I do love the light! As a lover of the light, I am duty-bound to follow reason and scripture where they lead, and I am resolved to do precisely that. Similarly, if I or anyone else were to show that an LDS belief is "not in accordance with reason and Scripture", then any LDS lover of the light is bound by that love to abandon that belief.
Following the truth can, I freely admit, be a costly and frightful thing, especially when it risks putting us in jeopardy with our social lives, our friendships, our families, or our traditions - but we must keep in mind that "true religion should not originate from what pleases men or the traditions of ancestors, but rather from what pleases God, our Eternal Father".
24 This is a difficult course to take, but following the truth is the right course; therefore, "do what is right; let the consequence follow".
25 No form of social pressure should ever be allowed to stand in the way of following the truth. The truth is valuable in itself, regardless of the social consequences. I pray that God would grant both of us the gift of an open heart of flesh rather than a closed-off and stony heart (cf.
Ezekiel 36:26), and open minds and eyes rather than ones blinded to the "glorious gospel of Christ" (
2 Corinthians 4:4). My hope is that all who read these words will "examine this evidence with a prayer on their lips and in their hearts",
26 and naturally I will seek to return that kindness.
"Truth certainly can lose nothing by investigation",
27 and so in seeking to speak truth to one another in love, we offer each other a benefit, not a detriment or harm (cf.
Galatians 4:16). I speak out of no malice but as a gesture of friendship, because true friends are those "who love me enough to tell me the truth, and protect me from error".
28 After all, as President John Taylor once remarked, "a full, free talk is frequently of great use; we want nothing secret or underhanded, and for one I want no association with things that cannot be talked about and will not bear investigation".
29 Real honesty and forthrightness about what we believe and why is a necessary virtue, and should of course be expressed in a gentle yet bold way. We may trust that, as we listen carefully to one another and carefully test all things against the scriptures of the Old and New Testaments, the Spirit of God will work in our hearts so that, if we are truly honest with ourselves and with the facts, we shall be in good hands. Ultimately, I would have us
both remember the wise saying: "The honest investigator must be prepared to follow wherever the search of truth may lead".
30 I know this saying to be true, and I promise you that God will bless us if we truly follow it - and I say these things in the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.